God, please give me a sign

I'm sick of waiting.
Waiting for someone's message, waiting for Emirates email.
How much longer do I need to wait?
I need to know the result, so that I can manage my life actively, not like this.
This time makes me crazy indeed.
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Someone, I should forget you, ignore you, but my heart says "Don't"
I can't live like this anymore, do nothing but waiting. Being nervous, sad and discouraged.
There would be a way to go, God, please give me a sign.